The New Beginning

Time passes by..a new chapter has begun..now I'm officially a wife..at first i thought it was easy ..but getting used to being a wife is not as easy as it seems..now i have new responsibilities..cleaning

the house..pay the bills..cook..sigh! do the laundry..ironing..lots!!!! more!!! but it was fun..sometimes..hahaha..sometimes you're just so tired..you just want to be by yourself..but there's no chance for it to happen..but I've learned that communication with your partner is VERY important! All you have to do is tell...there's nothing to be afraid of..its for our own good! rite?! We had our fights..but we manage to work things out..

Six months later..i was pregnant..it was the best day ever when i first tested positive..Fairuz was the happiest person ever..told the news to Mum and Gja...and they were soooo excited! They came to congratulate me..the next day i when for the check up and did the ultrasound..my baby was still very tiny and was about 2 weeks...no wonder i was having very bad stomachache..hahaha..first 3 months was very bad..my morning sickness struck not only in the morning but stretches out till midnight!! Eiu! i can still remember how i hate the smell of Apples..!! Yuks! I can't even stand the smell of my own house..we had to stay at Mummy's for a while..i had to take off from work..My employers was not very cooperative..they called me up and told me that they are transferring me to some other dept that i was not interested in..so i decided to quit! i was back to normal after the first trimester..i ate a lot and gained weight.. can you imagine..from 42kg i gained to 60kg?? and i was only 4months pregnant! hahaha!! i enjoyed my food..i didnt crave for weird stuff..but i craved for expensive foods..hehehe..lucky for me dad brought me to the places i wanted to eat..but there was one time i really wanted to have 'ICED JELLY' and i only want the one in JB!! hahaha!! somehow Fairuz had to go to JB for an event that his company was doing...And i managed to follow and stayed at Azra's..she had bring me to get my ICED JELLY...thats when azra told me that she's late for her menses!! she already bought the tester but was scared to test it..so i forced he to do the test..and guess what!??? SHE'S PREGNANT!!!! yeAHhh!! i was so happy for her...we celebrated the excitement! Stayed there for 2 days and came back to KL..The pregnancy was fun..sometimes i'm worried that would i be a good mother?? can i go through the labor pain..everything!! I was very sensitive..but i love to go window shopping..fairuz was a bit busy..he had to work for me and prepare for the newcomer..mum thought my baby was a girl and she even bought a cute little shirt and hot pants! but we did th ultrasound again and the doctor confirm it was a BOY!! Yeah! we started shopping for him..we bought his crib,pushchair and etc. Mum bought the toiletries and so many more..dad gave cash for me to prepare all the important stuff for the baby and myself too..they were very excited!!

8th July 2008, 10.45pm as i was going to the bathroom my waterbag bursT!! Everybody panicked..it was so funny..especially my Fairuz..hehe..i was rushed to hospital..i didnt feel any contraction..as we arrive at the hospital..they put me in the labor room and i need to be induced..i was in labor for only 6 hours..the doctors was surprised that the baby wanted to come out early..it was normal delivery..i didnt take any painkiller. and i manage to give birth without epidural.. at exacly 6.41am Muhammad Rafael Faliq was born.

Muhammad Rafael Faliq B. Muhammad Fairuz